I had an image problem, the body of this past year, my MA just said that I have gained weight since he made those comments about me. I avoided thinking about it, but really, I'm sick like a cold in my stomach when I remember. I dressed up, did my hair looks really pretty tonight. I was proud of how I looked, I lost five pounds and took care of me. It showed. And he had his arm around me, rubbing his hands up and down my arm, muttering how "mature" and I looked "just like your mother, your age" and "beautiful" and more.My aunt was filling his plate at home right here before us and I could not look willing to look behind her and see her husband and my other aunt was washing dishes in the sink right and I'm hoping I turned could catch the eye. Nobody noticed. The dining room is connected to the kitchen just steps down but one couple - I think I just smiled and said goodbye and excused myself somehow, but the goosebumps. I stayed late and wanted to tell my cousins but I do not know how. Ma has been created and when it came home with the younger brother told him, I said.Reaction of my aunt, was the horror until she realized he "did not affect" me "inappropriate". It is still not really solved kinda split the family would be if someone wants to talk. More stuff came out and it's a mess. I am concerned especially with Thanksgiving coming. I'm just tired. I am enrolled in school for gym class, I wanted to lose weight I gained during the months of pressure now (ya'know "summer body"), but had difficulty . Now, although my hearing my say, it feels good what she said. What my aunt told me shaking like I had no right to feel what I did or speaking and "making a fuss".So I treated him as nothing when they unconsciously try to make myself unattractive. Now I am more determined to lose weight because it did not happen and it touches me and I want to go further.